January 2012
1 post
There goes my first 50 lbs loss :)
FINALLLLLLLLLY… 50 lbs loss mark.. still have 100 to go but hey its a big step.. 1/3rd of the way… all the pants I had I couldnt fit in are now too big… thats the only inconvenience though running out of things to wear.. and really sucks to be able to spend for a size you ll probably move out in a few months.. but hey i feel better… I’m not so shy about sitting in...
December 2011
1 post
Bye Bye 280's
Finally broke the 280s mark… and I’m about 1 pound away from reaching my 50 lbs loss… I’m not being very good though.. had chips and sweets.. but I will get back on track tomorrow… no worries :)
Happier note .. Leaving on xmas for arizona and california.. 2 weeks of road trip with my sweet bf… i’ll have ot be extra careful not to over eat or eat the wrong...
November 2011
4 posts
A new low... 284!
Wow was I happy to see the 284.8 on my scale this morning.. I could have reached that probably Sunday but since I cheated a little this weekend.. with sushi and pizza.. I couldnt really expect that.. but I reached it this morning.
Everyday keeps bein a battle.. a battle with myself to only eat when I am hungry and to stop when I am full.. I have the ‘clean plate syndrome’ been drilled...
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A bad weekend.. but a good deed.
It takes me a whole week to lose between 1 to 2 pounds but one night to ruin all those efforts.. grrr
It was my bfs mother’s birthday and she made quite the russian buffet… all so yummy.. but packed with mayo and potatoes and what not that doesn’t help the waist line.. yes I over indulged but alot less then I would have in the past… so disappointed in myself sunday morning...
Finally out of the 90s
Lol i Just reread my tittle sounds like I’m talking about 1990 and not pounds..
well for the people that have been reading my blog you all know that I’ve been struggling getting out of the 290 lbs series but I finally managed to stay out of it for a week now… this morning I hit the 286.. so happy.. I am to get to a 50lbs loss for xmas… so only 9 more pounds to go :)
On a...
October 2011
9 posts
DAMN HALLOWEEN
As much as I am a kid at heart I am starting to hate halloween.. how in the world am I supposed to NOT eat candy when its constantly around and offered to me… me and my sweet thooth. ThHHHANK god I’m not going out trick or treating tonight with my niece and nephew and thank god I haven’t purchased any candy to give out. When I don’t have it I don’t eat it…. so...
Halloween ... made my own costume :)
So dressed up for work as mother nature.. even though I hate pictures I gladly took some today.. I dont know many people who like their pictures taken when they are not happy with their weight but I figure I’d be curious to look back on them when I reach my goal weight.
Feel soooooo crappy.. but cheering myself up with...
Woke up with a migrain… they are rare but they are powerful.. .it usually happens to me on a weekend day but today is friday… work is waiting for me. I don’t believe today will be a crazy day, but I’ve been proven wrong before. lol
I feel like staying in pjs and browsing ebay for the new deals.
You know what I’ve been doing… shopping! Not for clothes for now...
This is a girl issue related post..
I was wondering and I guess I will figure it out in a couple days… does our period have a waky effect on your weight.. been wondering if that’s the cause of the sudden up in my weight and as the days are going by its slowly going down..
so on top of playing with your emitions and mood and physical comfort it also plays with my scale… thats is the only time I wished I wasnt a...
Issue with exercising
My biggest problème is being out of breath I can’t seem to keep at anything more then 10-15 minutes.. ( I mean zumba classes, running, jazzercise) how in the world can I keep motivated to go at it again when I can’t breath after 10-15 minutes.. I am really embarassed.. it’s sad.. i’m only 32!!!
I can walk for ages that I have no issues with and do alot.. but a non stop...
yoyo pounds
I always weigh myself in the morning just after I wake up and I dont know why my weight just goes up and down depending on the day.. it’s weirds me out how can I be 283 one morning and then 291 the next. I’ve been staying away from junk food, counting my calories.. and yet the days aren’t all the same. I was so happy to have said goodbye to the 90’s but yesterday I was in...
Changes are hard to maintain
so yet again I haven’t been online for a long while.. its is now October 21st. So my eating habbits have maintained the same but I havent been counting calories or really removed anything from my eating regiment. But I’ve also been going up and down between 289 and 294… I couldn’t go down and I didn’t know how.. the moment it went up a bit I completely stopped...
July 2011
1 post
oops forgot to post
been a while… good news though all is well.. as of july 8th 2011 I weigh 289lbs :) I need to step it up and go to a gym but i know myself too well.. i will spend money on signing up.. go for 2 weeks and then no go anymore… Been wondering if I wouldnt be better with a home treadmill??
June 2011
7 posts
Reblog if you want to lose over 100 lbs. :) I will...
Starting out on my weight lost journey.. aiming at losing a bit more then 100 but my first ultimate goal is 100.. 19 lbs lost.. new to tumblr honestly not sure how this all works lol
Weigh in Monday!
Well its monday.. usually when I way myself.. and happy to report that all is going well my digital scale said 291.8 which I was shocked to see.. but I’ll confirm that tomorrow.. if its steady for 2 days then I can assume that its saying the truth lol So I am down 16 pounds since April 1st or so (sorry not sure of the date but I am assuming its from the 1st day I moved in to my new...
Stuff I cant do that I plan on doing
Shop in any store I want to buy ‘normal’ clothes. Not having to shop online or in the 3 plus size Canadian stores there are.
Being able to sit anywhere in the bus without worrying that I am too big to fit there.
Not being the big girl in family pictures.
I’ll come back on these in a few months and see where I am at :)
Major Clean Up
Today as little motivated as I am.. I am going to kick myself to do what I want to do… I want to do a major clean up (especially in my clothes) and giveaway everything that I dont wear, that is too big… everything over 22 or 3x is out the door and nothing over 20 or 2x gets in. Well I dont plan on buying clothes for a while. However I have been picking up size 14 clothing in sales and...
What I find the hardest
I don’t know if anyone else is like me. but I want results now.. i hate waiting. and I am not stupid I know that I can’t expect to lose 100 lbs in 2 weeks or anything of the sort but I find it hard to wait.
Day 1 of the rest of my life!
I was browsing online yesterday to read posts about weight loss success stories and fell upon http://bendoeslife.tumblr.com and was captivated and motivated by his story.. I ve been looking for a place to post but didnt want to use Facebook. Didnt want all my facebook friends (well actual people Ive met throughtout my life) to comment on my daily efforts to lose weight. Why you might ask.. simply...