well i havent been on for a while and really i’m getting a little frustrated.. yes I have reached the 60 lbs loss but im stuck there.. been more than 2 weeks.. but i have to keep going… nice weather is coming so that will help alot :)
And I have to mention that I LOOOOOOOOOVE ZUMBA more than ever!
FINALLLLLLLLLY… 50 lbs loss mark.. still have 100 to go but hey its a big step.. 1/3rd of the way… all the pants I had I couldnt fit in are now too big… thats the only inconvenience though running out of things to wear.. and really sucks to be able to spend for a size you ll probably move out in a few months.. but hey i feel better… I’m not so shy about sitting in between peoplke in the bus anymore :) I know that sounds weird to some but some of you probably understand what I mean!
Finally broke the 280s mark… and I’m about 1 pound away from reaching my 50 lbs loss… I’m not being very good though.. had chips and sweets.. but I will get back on track tomorrow… no worries :)
Happier note .. Leaving on xmas for arizona and california.. 2 weeks of road trip with my sweet bf… i’ll have ot be extra careful not to over eat or eat the wrong things.. but what I can rely on is whatever I’m not eating my bf will make disappear.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Wow was I happy to see the 284.8 on my scale this morning.. I could have reached that probably Sunday but since I cheated a little this weekend.. with sushi and pizza.. I couldnt really expect that.. but I reached it this morning.
Everyday keeps bein a battle.. a battle with myself to only eat when I am hungry and to stop when I am full.. I have the ‘clean plate syndrome’ been drilled with it since I was very little… so I try to only put on my plate what I should eat not what I think I need… Yes there is a difference there.. it’s like when you are sttttttttttttarving you could eat a horse.. well I try to put the baby chicken on my plate and see if a horse is really necessary. lol I would say that 10 times out of 10.. baby chicken was just great.
For the ones wondering what I am doing (even though if you look back you’ll see that I’m not losing more then 1-2 pounds a week, so for some it seems very slow) I am not droing much.. honeslty I’ve only decided to go about changing my eating habits (and no i’m not on a diet or starving myself or cutting out alot of things).. I’m just controlling portions and food source. I still have jujubes (they are my absolutely favorite and salty sunflower seeds) but I avoid any type of fried food.. even though I might let myself get tempted with fries but always about 1/3 of a regular portion.
I’ve also started going hiking every 2nd saturday… 2hours in the mountain.. ok I have to be honest.. I AM SLOW… and I havent done any other excercise besides walking. Trust me the thoughts have crossed my mind but I lack the motivation and the endurance… I think that the lighter I get the easier it will be. I do however do situps before bed every night.. and some weight lifting and I bought last weekend a exercise ball… its real fun even just to sit and watch tv on it :)
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It takes me a whole week to lose between 1 to 2 pounds but one night to ruin all those efforts.. grrr
It was my bfs mother’s birthday and she made quite the russian buffet… all so yummy.. but packed with mayo and potatoes and what not that doesn’t help the waist line.. yes I over indulged but alot less then I would have in the past… so disappointed in myself sunday morning you have no idea… but we are now tuesday and I’m back at the 285 mark… I’m trying to reach 277 by christmas to mark my 50lbs loss.. then I’m working on beating my bf… he’s sitting at 260 that will be my next goal :)
One day at a time… loving the way some clothes I couldn’t wear or wear comfortably now fit.. but sad to see all my dresses that I took the time to buy from around the world (so I wouldnt be wearing the exact same thing as all the plus size girl in Montreal.. since we are pretty limited to 3-4 stores).. are now too big… but I think I’ll post an add in a close by college to sell them at a very cheap price and help out a plus size student that may not have the means to spend the money for the expensive plus size clothing available to her in montreal.
Lol i Just reread my tittle sounds like I’m talking about 1990 and not pounds..
well for the people that have been reading my blog you all know that I’ve been struggling getting out of the 290 lbs series but I finally managed to stay out of it for a week now… this morning I hit the 286.. so happy.. I am to get to a 50lbs loss for xmas… so only 9 more pounds to go :)
On a good news I will be heading to Arizona and California for my xmas holidays.. looking forward to it.. havent spent the holidays out of the snow EVER so this will be an awesome change.
If anyone has any ideas of activities to do let me know.. I found a great deal for a scuba discovery course.. always wanted to try that.. so I will with my sweet sexy boyfriend of course…
As much as I am a kid at heart I am starting to hate halloween.. how in the world am I supposed to NOT eat candy when its constantly around and offered to me… me and my sweet thooth. ThHHHANK god I’m not going out trick or treating tonight with my niece and nephew and thank god I haven’t purchased any candy to give out. When I don’t have it I don’t eat it…. so this for me was a bad day.. I didn’t go overboard mined you and I probably didn’t budge the scale too much but the fact that I can’t resist sweets bugs me. I’ll have to have a serious talk with myself!
