Woke up with a migrain… they are rare but they are powerful.. .it usually happens to me on a weekend day but today is friday… work is waiting for me. I don’t believe today will be a crazy day, but I’ve been proven wrong before. lol

I feel like staying in pjs and browsing ebay for the new deals.

You know what I’ve been doing… shopping! Not for clothes for now but for clothes for later..yes bying size 14 dresses to encourage me to get there.

Alot of people are going to say.. 14 isnt that still plus size.. yes it is… but at 6ft tall and a DDD (I’m an H right now but I was a size 14 for years and was a DDD) a size 14 looks pretty normal.. I was happy, healthy with nice curves in the right places ;) So since I always shop for a season or two ahead of time I’ve decided there,s no way I am buying clothes for next summer that should fit now.. cause I already know that most dresses I had this summer are already too big and won’t be able to take out next summer… I’ve lost 40lbs. Today however feel like i’m a whale, so bloated.. grrr damn code red!

So this is how I’m cheering me up and also keeping motivated.. I have a little closet at home where I place things that will fit me soon.. I have a few pieces that will take me from size 18-14.. and now working on building my 14… i’m sitting between a 20 and 18 (depends on the models).. and I started out at 24.. :)